That the urge is there now is a big enough step.

For so long she couldn't even grasp the idea and a reaction.




"This was all first, and not so bizarre given the multiverse. And then that triggered all of this." And their this's as she stacks them may be different. "Well. This n' fucking horror land. All together there's a lot less to give a damn about."

Except for how much she really did give a damn.

About all of it. About all of them. About all of this.