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Rachel has yet to find what useful purpose Dean serves to this world or any other. So far his driving skills, propensity for violence, and taste in music has been far outweighed by the pure annoying of his personality.

The number of punches she's dealt his shoulder has multiplied ever since she hit her head, too. Maybe Jo was attracted to men that tried to baby her but Rachel would take a monster over a concerned individual any day of the week.

Which is why she had no problem with stealing one of Dean's guns after they'd made camp and he'd gone off to-- do whatever it was he was going to do. Se has her own, of course, but it doesn't serve her purpose.

It isn't shiny.

"Mort?" Rachel frowns and glances over her shoulder to make sure no one's around to see her acting like a crazy woman, talking to a gun. "C'mon, I need to talk to you."

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Steph doesn't blink, furious glare staying trained on Rachel's face. It's far from the first time she's stared down the barrel of a gun.

"So you're going to kill me now? Great, that'll definitely make you not the monster here," she snarls.

Because when confronted with an angry gun-wielding psychotic, it's always wise to make them angrier, of course.

"If I'm lucky, it'll shut you the hell up," Rachel growls, a flash of anger ~~pain~~ across her face. "You're incredible - you yell at me for not giving real murderers a chance to explain while you call someone you barely know a murderer with no evidence that I've ever killed anyone that didn't deserve it!"

She drops the gun and throws out her free arm, pointing back the way Steph had come. "Why don't you just go?!"

"That's the whole point!"

She should go, she really should. There's no point in staying here arguing.

But ... maybe she can convince Rachel to at least think about her actions. And that would be worth it.

"You've killed people! What happens now if you find out they were innocent all along? Who gave you the right to decide!?"

"Because I know they weren't innocent!" Rachel snaps. "I've never killed anyone that I didn't know deserved it! Who the hell are you to judge me?!"

"Who am I?" Steph's glare would be shooting daggers, if she had eyes that could shoot daggers. Which is a weird mutation and probably a good thing that she doesn't have it, really. "I'm someone who faces the same choice all the time and makes the right decision! The one that doesn't involve killing people! Why is that so hard to understand?"

"Because I'm the one that picks up the messes people like you make!" Rachel snarls, stepping forward and pointing at Steph - with her empty hand, the gun held at her side. "Every time you've given a slap on a wrist and walked away, it's people like me to have to watch as some creep you could have gotten rid of hurts more people! I do what you don't have the guts to!

"The right decision isn't the one that lets you sleep at night, Steph, it's the one that keeps innocent people alive!"

"You are so full of shit," Steph snaps. "Just because you think they deserve to die doesn't mean you have the right to kill them! And they don't always hurt people again, because they're human and they can learn!

"Unlike some."

"All humans but me, huh? Yeah, you're right, you're not judgmental at all, you're a goddamn angel of mercy!

Tobias is gone. The thought hits her abruptly, harder than it had even in his meadow and her teeth are bared and she's growling abruptly, incredibly furious with her grip tightening on the gun.

"Just get away from me!"

"No!" Steph folds her arms, furious. "If you can't face your own actions then it's your problem, not mine! And killing people is crossing the line. Doesn't matter why you think you're justified."

That's it.

Rachel drops the gun in the dirt and walks faster, closer to Steph, snapping and growling all the way. "You're the one with a problem, not me! I've got no problem, none at all, with killing a couple of creeps using zombies to kill innocent people in a goddamn shopping mall, I've got no problem with any of the choices I've ever made!"

Tom

"And that's your problem," Steph snaps, standing her ground, falling back into a ready stance and waiting. "Don't attack me. You'll regret it."

"Why the hell shouldn't I when you've been attacking me since I met you?!" Rachel growls. "And shut up! I don't have a problem, I don't regret anything I've done!"

David.

"Which is why I'm not walking away from you!" Steph throws her hands up, frustrated. "If you can't see that it's a problem, then I'm not letting you one foot closer to my family on the farm!"

Rachel freezes, staring at her with narrowed blue eyes and a dropped jaw. Her brows lift sharply and her hands find her hips again. "What do you think I do, go from town to town killing random people? Unless you've got a family full of murderers, I don't give a damn who's living at the little farm on the prairie! We're not even going there!"

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"Good," Steph snaps. "Don't. I mean it."

She stays right where she is, planted firmly in the road in front of her bike, in a clear statement: you go there only if you go through me.

"How the hell do I know how you define murderers?"

"Because I've been telling you this entire time maybe?" Rachel growls. "I can't believe you, you moron, this entire world is filled with monsters and real killers and you're out to get me?! What's the matter, the real threats too much work for your precious little morals, you've got to mess with someone you don't think will fight back?!"

"I'm not out to get anyone!" Steph snaps back. "I'm trying to help you! I don't think you're beyond hope!"

Although she's starting to.

"And stop calling me precious!"

"You don't think I'm beyond hope but I'm a monster who's out to kill your family?! Let me go ahead and replace all those 'precious' with moron!"

She doesn't need this, not this to go along with everything else.

"Is this how you help everybody? Insulting them?! Why, you must be the best damn superhero in history, you-damn-moron!"

"Shut. Up," Steph hisses, pity gone because hurt fury is taking over. "Stop twisting my words! Why can't you understand that killing. is. bad? It's not complicated!"

"Probably for the same reason that you can't seem to understand that a slap on the wrist doesn't stop anyone from hurting anyone! Get back on your high horse and get out of my sight, you're not doing anything but pissing me off!"

Steph glares.

Then she turns her back, pointedly, and walks her bike over to the side of the street; where she settles herself against the wall, arms folded, pointedly watching Rachel.

Not. Going. Anywhere.

Rachel is having a hard time breathing. Her chest hurts, her eyes burn, her hands fisted tight at her sides.

She's not a monster. Tobias told her that plenty of times and he wouldn't lie. She isn't.

...or she wasn't, with him.

"Get on your bike," Rachel growls softly. "And go."

"Not until you do," Steph says flatly. "I'm out of surveillance cameras, so you're gonna have to put up with it."

"I can't- I'm not leaving yet," Rachel snaps angrily, and is careful not to glance back at where the Impala sits in the darkness.

And maybe she should just leave without Dean anyway.

"Get out of here, Steph, or I swear to god, I'll convince you to."

Steph wants to go. She wants to get home and make sure everyone's safe, and then she wants to go out and beat the punching bag into shreds, and she wants to convince herself that Rachel's utterly wrong.

Most of all she wants to convince herself that she'll never end up like that.

"What will you do if I go?" she asks, voice so calm it's obviously an effort.