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You know how if you repeat a word often enough in your head, it loses all meaning and starts sounding like nonsense? You know the word has a definition and it should mean something to you but at that moment, there's nothing to it. It's blank and empty and just there.
Sokka is standing in front of a small pyre a mile or two down the road from the farm. He wanted to be away from the main house, for attention and to spare anyone else the smoke and smell. It's been burning most of the night and is in the process of dying down, but even that should take a few more hours. At least until after the sun's come up.
The body resting on the wood base is small and slender and wrapped up in a bed sheet.
He has a feeling he should be feeling something.
But if you get your heart broken enough, it stops making the effort to heal and you stop feeling the effects of it.
He's watching the flames more than the body.
Sokka is standing in front of a small pyre a mile or two down the road from the farm. He wanted to be away from the main house, for attention and to spare anyone else the smoke and smell. It's been burning most of the night and is in the process of dying down, but even that should take a few more hours. At least until after the sun's come up.
The body resting on the wood base is small and slender and wrapped up in a bed sheet.
He has a feeling he should be feeling something.
But if you get your heart broken enough, it stops making the effort to heal and you stop feeling the effects of it.
He's watching the flames more than the body.
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But he wasn't expecting to see a pyre - unmistakeably a pyre - burning by the side of the road as he draws closer to the farm. He pulls off and jumps out, checks he's got his knives, and heads over to the figure standing by it, completely and instantly in Hunter Mode.
"Hey."
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Then he's turning and blinking at the figure approaching him, and again when he recognizes him.
"Hey."
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Dean's too busy looking around warily to register Sokka's expression, or lack of same, at first.
"Need a hand?"
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It's a new development.
"...there's not much else to do," he points out with a shrug, looking over at Dean again.
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"Who is it?" he asks, voice quieter.
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His voice doesn't register any pain - more like confusion. He should be feeling something but it's just... there.
"She came back. Healed herself. It didn't take, though."
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"Oh."
Dean stuffs his hands in his pockets, leans back with his weight on one foot, looking at the flames.
"How'd she do it?" Professional curiousity. "What went wrong?"
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"I guess it didn't take, she kept falling apart. So she'd killed people here to keep herself alive.
"I was in Metropolis. I didn't find out until yesterday."
He frowns at the flames, thinking.
"A lot of people died."
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The pyre blazes on in front of them.
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He can picture it all too well. (Sam, blowing things up with his mind --) It's not pretty.
"You did right," he says, eventually. It's such a stupid thing to say, but - maybe the kid needs to hear it.
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When they're close, Hana runs towards him, and pulls on his hand, hoping for an unca-hug.
Loo is clinging to Mel again.
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She's here now. She'd have been here before if she could have. She's not going anywhere.
A hand-hold might not convey all of that, but it's probably less clumsy than any attempt she'd make to put it into words.
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Steph and her handhold get blinked at. He hadn't realized how many people were there.
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Behind her, Suki comes running up from the farm too, but stops to wait at a distance from Mel, Sokka, Steph and the girls.
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Mel says nothing to Sokka. She's said nothing to him yet and she doesn't know what she will when she says it. She's just waiting for him to come back to them.
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Sokka glances at his girlfriend, lips twitching briefly into a smile but-- that's not right either. Hana cuddles up at his side and he squeezes the arm around her in a brief hug.
Everyone's upset and tired around him.
"You don't have to stay. It's gonna be a while."
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She isn't letting go.
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"We can wait."
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With that renewed puff of smoke, of flame, there's a presence at Sokka's shoulder.
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The words aren't spoken but they're not unheard, either. At the fire, Dean turns around and looks sharply back at the two of them, but doesn't move.
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And he stays there until she fades away.