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Tobias was off hunting, which meant Rachel had some time to do some training. Her gun is at the bottom of her bag back at their campsite - which is where it's been since even before Tobias arrived. She hasn't lifted it in ages, much less practiced shooting, but there have been other things to do.
Forget the job at the farm. She didn't understand it anyway.
Morphing was all well and good but the difficult part only lasted thirty seconds, a few minutes at most. After that, her mind is free to wander. Rachel wants to be distracted, occupied but hiding behind the mind of her morph is... not an option. Not right.
It was stupid. A couple of ghosts and she already knew she couldn't fight them. What was she going to do? Research? Watch and learn? They didn't need her for that.
Gymnastics was good to keep her mind occupied. If she worked hard enough, she'd be too focused on her body to think much. And things are fine anyway, she'll stress herself out over nothing.
She didn't want to go anyway.
She'll work up to gymnastics. Right now, she's running on the road out of Metropolis, working up her heart rate, stretching before trying anything new.
It was a stupid job.
Forget the job at the farm. She didn't understand it anyway.
Morphing was all well and good but the difficult part only lasted thirty seconds, a few minutes at most. After that, her mind is free to wander. Rachel wants to be distracted, occupied but hiding behind the mind of her morph is... not an option. Not right.
It was stupid. A couple of ghosts and she already knew she couldn't fight them. What was she going to do? Research? Watch and learn? They didn't need her for that.
Gymnastics was good to keep her mind occupied. If she worked hard enough, she'd be too focused on her body to think much. And things are fine anyway, she'll stress herself out over nothing.
She didn't want to go anyway.
She'll work up to gymnastics. Right now, she's running on the road out of Metropolis, working up her heart rate, stretching before trying anything new.
It was a stupid job.
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"Mini-inquisition. Apparently cares about who's been around you."
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The widening of Rachel's eyes signals dawning comprehension. Also a soft, annoyed scoff and shake of her head, hands back on her hips. "Yeah, I've noticed that, too. Sorry."
She's going to be yanking some red tailfeathers tonight.
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But something changed in her expression as she thought about it.
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But Jo's expression distracts her.
"What?"
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It's hardly lacking in being hypocritical.
Jack could do to her what Tobias had.
"He mentioned something about your home."
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All the same, Rachel's jaw set and her face shut down outside of a cold glare and an arched brow.
"Yeah?"
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"About you having left three years before he came here."
The word left has emphasis s not being that word exactly.
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'Left' can mean a lot of things. But Jo's hesitation isn't making Rachel feel any better about what was told.
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"I can assume it doesn't mean you left them. You didn't turn tail. It mattered too much to you. You said that at the end you won. So, did you - are you-" Jo frowned it wasn't even something she wanted to be true.
"Because you aren't-"
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Rachel's jaw set and she lifted her chin. She considered letting Jo flounder, forcing her to get it over with, say it, it wasn't that bad.
While pretending her own heart wasn't pounding.
"Living-impaired?" Her voice sneers, more sarcasm than she'd meant, but it's laid on thick. "Not now, not since I got here. Before here?" She shrugs, forced nonchalance. "I told you, I won. The job didn't include getting out alive."
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"Nice to know that was supposed to be my hint."
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Snapped and sharp and angry and hurt. He'd had no right.
Rachel swallows hard and starts walking, past Jo, toward the woods, not necessarily away, just needing to move.
There weren't supposed to be hints, there weren't supposed to be truths. What Jo knew had been enough without the details.
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Her roommate, the person she's defended a dozen times to other people, is a dead/not-dead person. It's going to be very troublesome if other certain people figure it out.
Jo's not one of them.
Thank everything in the sky for Milliways.
"How'd this part happen?"
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Not like, say, inexplicable aging.
She pauses at the question and almost keeps walking regardless. But Jo's been something that no one else has and that calls for an extreme amount of loyalty.
She turns, unhappy but resigned and lifts both brows. "What part?"
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Or trying to play like she isn't sure.
"Just because Tobias remembers three years without me doesn't mean I didn't come here the second I croaked."
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"Okay."
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No one's more surprised than she is when there's apparently more to say.
"I didn't think it was important."
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Oddly enough, Jo's lips curled into an ironic twist.
"We're all still here, regardless. Yeah?"
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Rachel blinked and the corner of her mouth lifted slowly, like her lips were trying to smile without alerting the rest of her. She shrugged. "Apparently."
She pauses.
"...regardless, I know one hawk that is going to have a really hard time flying with no tailfeathers tonight."
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"Try not to go too hard on him. I think I'm better at asking the serious questions than most people who're going through all of this for the first time."
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Which led to: why didn't he deal with this one?
Her arms crossed over her chest again, deep breaths creating forced calm. "I'll see you when you get back, huh?"
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"Yeah. It shouldn't be too long. I'm not for lingering if they can't figure out their heads from their asses."
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Jo's frown stay at the edges of her mouth.
"Want me to take a message to anyone or bring back anything?"
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